you have no idea
how much i am looking forward to seeing you again not just a text message a phone call money paid into my bank account to help cover the cost of medical expenses
you have no idea
how important it is to me that you see the life i have built here my friends my home my cat
you have no idea
how much i want to be so much more to you than just the son dying of aids
you have no idea
that i am not dying but living one step one obstacle one challenge one day one tear at a time
you have no idea
how much i need you to take me in your arms and tell me that everything will be alright
you have no idea
how important your acceptance is to me
you have no idea
Me thinks, Mostly Parents know, its just that they are people with limitations too.
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i will admit that i have wallowed some what in self pity the last few weeks, but having my parents come to visit for a few days is great, they have lifted my spirits and told me such things my sisters have been up to that i know i am the wise, stable offspring of their loin.