free press – farwell america – a prophecy

hush child

those words of negativity

will be your undoing

those thoughts

the destruction of nations

 

my dear christian brothers

and sisters

we are gathered together

this day

to pass judgment

on the heathen flock

whom god will cast aside

as he holds us to his bosom

 

we his dearly beloved

shall not love

but stand in judgment

of those who do not accept

our beliefs

 

hush america

for the eastern invasion

has begun

hush

cry not out

into the quiet darkness

 

superpower exchanges

are now acknowledged

and you may check your weapons

at the lost property counter

 

hush child

for the votes

not yet counted

you will burn

with the destruction

imposed on those

who did not embrace your

beliefs

 

we are not worthy

to come to this

your table

our merciful lord

for we know not love

and compassion

 

hush child

for the god of your fathers

no longer listens

hush

hush

hush

not mine to choose

           life of wonder

            laid before me

            by gods in splendour

            this path

            this pain

            this grace

            i accepted

 

 

kitty checks his emails

sometimes my lord and master makes it difficult to get to the weapons of war, but i trust him and understand when he does that, it’s not a good time to go into battle.

a warrior must choose his battles with care.

to lb-b

i pondered our conversation for a long time after you went to bed last night, i thought about your pain, your tears, confusion, self loathing, and destructive death wish.

i understand; tears roll down my face as i see myself sitting on the edge of that bed, you have no idea how much i understand and empathize.

i know i am sometimes hard on you, direct, blunt, but it is necessary.

we spend so much of our lives wishing things were different that we miss the beauty of the way things are.

the reality is he just doesn’t love you the way you need him to. that doesn’t make him a bad person; it just means he is not the right person. you have spent six years trying to make it work, trust me, you have given it your best shot; it’s time to move on.

tomorrow you will have to take the responsibility of requesting a different psychologist. i know i said i’d speak to them, but i realize now they will just think i am interfering (and i would be).

to regain consciousness after you had tried to destroy yourself must have been very disappointing; but had you died there would have been no way to improve the situation you are in. trust me, as long as you are alive there is still the hope that things will get better, and you want them to get better, you want to work through these problems or else nothing will have been learnt and you will have to face the situation over and over again.

know that life is not a series of random acts – there is some sense to all of this, we may not see it, but the sooner we understand and accept this, the less hurtful things will be.

trust and believe that all things are as they should be.